Its Friday Today, The Weekend.
I'd imagine to get up with smile on my face. Open the Window and let the fresh air come in. Outside the window, I'd love to have a view of lush green Garden, with sings of dew reminiscent of diamonds, and sky been covered with Black Clouds....
Well, Its not what happened...:(
My Room temperature was touching almost 0 c and because of Flu i was finding it really difficult to breath. i was under protection of Fool proof security, My Bed Sheet. My blanket was right under my bed. How did it get there, i still have to figure out. I am a kind of person who is tight on his schedule. I normally get up before 4:30 am and don't want to miss my morning Prayer. But, when i got up and looked my mobile for time, it was almost 6 am. I was totally embarrassed. Before i could waste further time, i got up and turned off my AC.
As soon as i took a couple of steps towards wash room, i felt terrible abdominal pain but i continued like a determined soldier, fighting for whole humanity. Then in washroom, it was a total catastrophe which i cannot even describe. With the pain all over my body, i was sitting on commode with sleepy mind and was telling myself that 'Its not my day Today...'. But with all this things happening, i had a Feeling that i am 'Happy'.
It was absolute strange to be Happy, actually there was no reason to be happy. I was laughing loud for absolutely no reason. Rather then being sad and seeking medical attention, i was enjoying the moment like a lunatic. Courtesy my medicines, which were having effect on my brain and heart beat
I wanted to go out and do strange things, like ring and door bells of neighbors and run away, Turn on TV on such a loud volume that will make my friends sleeping next room, miserable. God, I am happy i controlled myself otherwise i would have been deposited in Psychiatric Facility by now..
By the way, things didn't get any better for me and the predictions i had on commode were true, it wasn't my day AT ALL!. On the other side, i was doing odd stuff, trying to cook , making fun of my friends, and blah blah
On Cricket match, I did what i wanted to do. When i was bowling, i was hit for sixes, when i was batting i wanted to discover new shots and as expected, got out soon. My Captain observed these DRASTIC changes and soon my role was as big as of a water boy in next matches. I was still happy no shame what so ever though i pretended to be serious. Even if i don't bowl and bat, they still can't deny me to do the fielding. All I could do was to field well to restore some dignity
I was patrolling the On side. I remember a powerful shot was driven towards me and had to run hard to cover it. After running hard and covering the distance, just before the ball could kiss my palms, it hit by a brick on the way and ball started to run on total opposite direction....:(. Then, i had to run on total opposite direction to save 4 runs which i did. And when i threw the ball back to the bowler, they already had sneaked 5 runs...:(
Wise People say that if you work hard with sincerity, you are finally paid off. I was working hard on the field. Then there was a moment, when a guy hit the ball in the air on very delicate situation of the final match. I am good in catching. It was high in the air, i got underneath it and DROPPED IT...:(. The Bowler utter some Punjabi words in anger which i cannot share. But, I was happy and totally ignored him. Also, So much for the lies of wise People...:P
For the Whole day i have been a silent observer of myself. So many things happened today that could have annoyed me in normal circumstances. I must confess i was also enjoying. I often talk to myself to get me out of depression and enjoy the life, let the bad memories go, make new ones. Today, it was total me, getting out of my nutshell, expressing myself, doing and saying everything i want (whether people like it or not, it didn't matter to me) without having to think about consequences. I am not sure how long the effect of that medicine will last, but God, it felt so good...
Can't be a better Weekend!
I'd imagine to get up with smile on my face. Open the Window and let the fresh air come in. Outside the window, I'd love to have a view of lush green Garden, with sings of dew reminiscent of diamonds, and sky been covered with Black Clouds....
Well, Its not what happened...:(
My Room temperature was touching almost 0 c and because of Flu i was finding it really difficult to breath. i was under protection of Fool proof security, My Bed Sheet. My blanket was right under my bed. How did it get there, i still have to figure out. I am a kind of person who is tight on his schedule. I normally get up before 4:30 am and don't want to miss my morning Prayer. But, when i got up and looked my mobile for time, it was almost 6 am. I was totally embarrassed. Before i could waste further time, i got up and turned off my AC.
As soon as i took a couple of steps towards wash room, i felt terrible abdominal pain but i continued like a determined soldier, fighting for whole humanity. Then in washroom, it was a total catastrophe which i cannot even describe. With the pain all over my body, i was sitting on commode with sleepy mind and was telling myself that 'Its not my day Today...'. But with all this things happening, i had a Feeling that i am 'Happy'.
It was absolute strange to be Happy, actually there was no reason to be happy. I was laughing loud for absolutely no reason. Rather then being sad and seeking medical attention, i was enjoying the moment like a lunatic. Courtesy my medicines, which were having effect on my brain and heart beat
I wanted to go out and do strange things, like ring and door bells of neighbors and run away, Turn on TV on such a loud volume that will make my friends sleeping next room, miserable. God, I am happy i controlled myself otherwise i would have been deposited in Psychiatric Facility by now..
By the way, things didn't get any better for me and the predictions i had on commode were true, it wasn't my day AT ALL!. On the other side, i was doing odd stuff, trying to cook , making fun of my friends, and blah blah
On Cricket match, I did what i wanted to do. When i was bowling, i was hit for sixes, when i was batting i wanted to discover new shots and as expected, got out soon. My Captain observed these DRASTIC changes and soon my role was as big as of a water boy in next matches. I was still happy no shame what so ever though i pretended to be serious. Even if i don't bowl and bat, they still can't deny me to do the fielding. All I could do was to field well to restore some dignity
I was patrolling the On side. I remember a powerful shot was driven towards me and had to run hard to cover it. After running hard and covering the distance, just before the ball could kiss my palms, it hit by a brick on the way and ball started to run on total opposite direction....:(. Then, i had to run on total opposite direction to save 4 runs which i did. And when i threw the ball back to the bowler, they already had sneaked 5 runs...:(
Wise People say that if you work hard with sincerity, you are finally paid off. I was working hard on the field. Then there was a moment, when a guy hit the ball in the air on very delicate situation of the final match. I am good in catching. It was high in the air, i got underneath it and DROPPED IT...:(. The Bowler utter some Punjabi words in anger which i cannot share. But, I was happy and totally ignored him. Also, So much for the lies of wise People...:P
For the Whole day i have been a silent observer of myself. So many things happened today that could have annoyed me in normal circumstances. I must confess i was also enjoying. I often talk to myself to get me out of depression and enjoy the life, let the bad memories go, make new ones. Today, it was total me, getting out of my nutshell, expressing myself, doing and saying everything i want (whether people like it or not, it didn't matter to me) without having to think about consequences. I am not sure how long the effect of that medicine will last, but God, it felt so good...
Can't be a better Weekend!
hehehehehehehehehehehehehe!!!
ReplyDeleteThis post made my day :D
I have no words for your extreme lame happiness :P But just, may you always always, ALWAYS stay happy and blessed InshaALLAH :)
And.. may you stop playing such awful cricket :P Dropping the catch wasnt the most ideal thought dude. You needed to save the dignity! but alas :P
Keep writing! :D
Well, I tried my best, those were honest mistakes...:(
ReplyDeleteIf i get a Lecture, I hope my performance will improve dramatically..;)